In over my head

"I have come to this place in my life

I’m full but I’ve not satisfied

This longing to have more of you

I can feel it my heart is convinced

I’m thirsty my soul can’t be quenched

You already know this but still

Come and do whatever You want to 

I’m standing knee deep but I’m where I’ve never been

I feel you coming and I hear Your voice on the wind

Would you come and tear down the boxes that I have tried to put You in

Let love come teach me who You are again

Take me back to the place where my heart was only about you

And all wanted was just to be with you

Come and do whatever you want to

Further and further my heart moves away from the shore

Whatever it looks like, whatever may come I am Yours

Further and further my heart moves away from the shore

Whatever it looks like, whatever may come I am Yours 

Then you crash over me and I’ve lost control but I’m free

I’m going under I’m in over my head

And you crash over me and I’m where you want me to be

I’m going under, Im in over my head

Whether I sink, whether I swim

It makes no difference when I’m beautifully in over my head

I’m beautifully in over my head

I’m beautifully in over my head"

In over my head (crash over me) Bethel Music 

This is the song I'm currently working on, it really speaks to me and it's really pretty much exactly how I feel.

-MB