My peaceful place

This … one of my most favorite places I've ever been ever, so far.  First Beach in La Push, Wa.  I don't recall ever feeling that kind of peace in the world.  

Something to talk about

Our wedding anniversary recently passed... it was only a few days ago to be honest.  My husband got me a new lap top, because lets be real … mine was ancient and so very slow.  So now, I'm at a place where I try to figure out what I can use this new laptop for.  

See the thing is... when I purchased my last lap top, a long, long time ago I was taking some online courses.  So, I'm trying my hand at blogging...again. See, back when I first started blogging, I was also at a weird place in my life. The other night when I blogged I read through my last blog, in January and it flowed a lot like tonight's blog.  Now I don't remember exactly what my blogging was way back when this all started, that was a couple of blogs ago. Way back in the original Money Butt blog, but today I'm here... still working on this thing called life, this testimony of mine.  This journey of my life in pursuit of my love of Christ.  

So we shall see!  I don't know if I'll remember to take the time to blog often or daily or whenever. But I do hope that I can at least come up with something interesting to say …. occasionally. 

Goodnight 

Hello. ... is there anyone else out there?

I'm at a loss, I'm at an intersection of my life.  I imagine that's pretty odd, or pretty common. I can't be sure.  It doesn't feel as simple as what I'm eating or in what direction my nutrition will send me.  

These don't seem the greatest importance a lot of the time, but they do weigh on my distractions.  The majority of my existence seems kind of mundane. Unfortunately I've not changed much or grown much in this life.  I trust and love my God, but I feel like it is never enough.. And though I know it's probably enough for Him, I feel like a failure daily. I cant say why because I'm not to that stage of my understanding yet.  

So to sum it up, I've still no idea what I'm doing or why I'm even doing it sometimes.  Looking forward to the next chapter, whatever that may be... Hoping I can figure it out myself.